random thoughts

hmm.. ok... i just finsished watching the movie Tristan and Isolde for the like the millionth time and I absolutely lovei t! its amazing. I know its a bit of a chick flick and not a happy ending but just the story behind it is so amazing. there are two quotes I especially like. One of them was spoken by Marke when he was asking Tristan if he knew whether or not Isolde had another lover. the quote goes something like this: "is it possible for a man, is it possible for a man blinded by love to not see trechary when it is right in front of his eyes?" He said this when he was trying to figure out if he Isolde was cheating on him. He thought so but didnt know for sure because he was so in love with her that she just looked so pure in his eyes. Another quote was spoken by Isolde to Tristan when he was dying by the river this one goes: "know that i love you, Tristan. Wherever you go, Whatever you see, I will always be with you"... how bitter sweet is that? Actually, this just got me thinking as I was writing. Marke was so in love with Isolde and he also thought of Tritan as a soon that he couldn't bear punish them like a king should do. The usual penalty being death. Instead he allowed them their freedom to be together. He loved Isolde and she loved Tristan? how sad is that? though my love life or lack therof, has never been as dramatic as theirs, I find myself in the same boat as Isolde... not just once but always. I fall in love and the person i like is in love too-- just not with me... why does this happen? not just to me but to most girls out there. I guess it happens to guys as well and they are just a lot less vocal than women are when it come to these matters. Another scenario is this: girl like boy, boy likes another girl, the girl the boy likes is in love with another boy... and the cycle continues.. why does this always happen? is it human nature to really want what we can't have?